Have you ever sat down and thought about everything that had been going in in your life and said to yourself "I wonder is god punishing me for things I have done in the past?" How does one delegate the struggles of life and reality vs karma and god letting you know that something in your life is not right? At times I sit back and think to myself did my bad overrun my good throughout my young life? Are some things that I have done over the years finally coming back and paying a toll on me in my life currently?
After being at my job for 5 years I get let go for my own nonsense and my lack of disregard to the things u would do at work. I didn't take work seriously and got let go for my poor judgment and lack of maturity. Now think is that my own everyday struggle or is that God himself serving his punishment upon me for not being thankful for the things in life that I had and that I currently have? In my head me losing my job was one of the best things that could of happened for me, it allowed me to see things clearly. I was given an opportunity of a lifetime and I chose to neglect the opportunities that my previous company had to offer me. What if I would of taken the back up coordinator position that was offer several months ago, would that have been the path that God intended for me to have? How would I have been in that situation with me being in power? Would I have motivated my employees to work productively and safely?
When thoughts of struggles and punishments fly through my head like birds through trees I think...... What was the best outcome for me? Maybe it is punishment from God that allows me to better myself and equip myself with the proper knowledge needed as well as the struggles to get through everyday life. So if this is God's punishment I appreciate it because if I knew what I know now half the decisions that I made throughout and currently in my life would of been completely different..s
In conclusion ladies and gentlemen without pain there would not be pleasure.. Without struggles there would not be strength... Without evil there would not be a god Struggling is God's opportunity to involve himself more into your life and once that door has closed and you have lost all hope God opens your eyes and let's you know that as his child things will always be alright. Prayer is the key...